We
were discussing feminism activities and I said that they did no good to women
because most feminists were not “feminine,” i.e., shouting and ugly. I find
this my own remark naïve now, but at the time, did not understand why so many
women made a fuss about something which at that time seemed to me trivial, such
as a name change due to marriage. I could not see how such a view would be
relevant to my life.
Later on, a few years after I got married, my husband told me that he had no intention of having children. I understood the reason. I also loved and respected him, so I gave up on having kids and decided to stay with him. It was not an easy decision.
Several
year later, my mother told me that I had no “motherly characteristics (bosei in Japanese).” That may be true if "motherly characteristics" mean the characteristics only mothers can have, if any. But by this, my mother meant that I had no characteristics which any mothers are naturally have from the moment they give birth to a child, such as patience, kindness, tolerance, caring, and I think it untrue. Many mothers abuse or even kill their own children
and besides, if it were true, how can my mom, a mother with two children, who is
supposed to be patient, kind, tolerant and caring, say to her daughter
face-to-face that her daughter is not patient, kind, tolerant or caring, just
because she has no kids? It is terribly discriminatory, isn't it?
But
this kind of view, i.e., that mothers are better than women who have no children, is not unusual in Japan. One female lawmaker even
proposed to award women who have more than three children, which of course
caused a big controversy.
People
live various lives for various reasons. In my case, no kids because of my and
my husband’s decision. There are also many other factors for which people are
different, e.g., religions, races, classes, appearance, countries. But don’t
you think that we should be allowed to live our own lives even if we are different, even from our parents, children or siblings? Or are
we going back to the time when the value of women was measured based on the
number of children?
I
was so stupid that I did not understand that how hard my predecessors had fought
for women’s rights which I take for granted and forget that it is our turn to
fight to protect these rights for the younger generation. There is bad legacy that
needs to be get rid of, but I cannot help but think these days that many good
legacies whose value we cannot see because we take them for granted are about to
be thrown away.
Another such legacy is Article 24 of the Japanese Constitution and I will write about it
on another post in the near future.
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