Reason for Writing in English, My Second Language - No.3

A few days ago, I wrote down a history of my relocations during the childhood before forgetting it! Although I don't specify them in this post, in short, I moved 12 times until the age of 15. All these places are in Japan.

These moves and school changes have the following effects on me:
- I am good at speaking with (Japanese) strangers.
- I am good at blending in with new people (only Japanese). 
- I don’t easily trust others (only Japanese).
- But others (Japanese) think that I trust them.
- My classmates were from a diverse range of social strata (i.e., poor to rich).
- I have two personalities, one very extrovert, the other very introvert.
- These two personalities sometimes argued inside of me and made me tired.
- I can enjoy being alone especially in the workplace.
- But I am scared of being alone again (like in my childhood) after my husband dies.
- I am good at speaking with various accents (of Japanese).
- I didn’t like changes until some time ago.
- My husband is also like me (though global in his case)

I found that such background made me write posts for this blog in English. I am Japanese, but don't belong to any specific place in it. I am free, but also feel a bit lonely.